I will:

• Remember how my ass looked in that mirror
• Stare at myself naked
• Remember how badly I want to fit into that pair of jeans
• Imagine life skinny

Then I will:

• Do 30 squats and crunches
• Drink 2 glasses of water
• If i’m really hungry: eat a peice of fruit
• Squeeze all my fat

that should do it.

I’m standing steady, my feet planted on the ground as the glare of the oncoming train catches in my eyes. I feel a slight stinge of fear ignited from the bottom of my toes that shakes all the way up my spine. Everything in me is telling me to run, but everything in me is also telling me that I can’t. The clock is ticking rapidly, and I have to face what’s in front of me.

The future is coming fast, and no amount of ignorance can stop it.